दिदृक्षुस्तदहं भूय: प्रणिधाय मनो हृदि । वीक्षमाणोऽपि नापश्यमवितृप्त इवातुर: ॥ १९ ॥
didrksus tad aham bhuyah pranidhaya mano hrdi viksamano ’pi napasyam avitrpta ivaturah
- didrksuh
- desiring to see
- tat
- that
- aham
- I
- bhuyah
- again
- pranidhaya
- having concentrated the mind
- manah
- mind
- hrdi
- upon the heart
- viksamanah
- waiting to see
- api
- in spite of
- na
- never
- apasyam
- saw Him
- avitrptah
- without being satisfied
- iva
- like
- aturah
- aggrieved.
I desired to see again that transcendental form of the Lord, but despite my attempts to concentrate upon the heart with eagerness to view the form again, I could not see Him any more, and thus dissatisfied, I was very much aggrieved.