रूपं भगवतो यत्तन्मन:कान्तं शुचापहम् । अपश्यन् सहसोत्तस्थे वैक्लव्याद्दुर्मना इव ॥ १८ ॥
rupam bhagavato yat tan manah-kantam sucapaham apasyan sahasottasthe vaiklavyad durmana iva
- rupam
- form
- bhagavatah
- of the Personality of Godhead
- yat
- as it is
- tat
- that
- manah
- of the mind
- kantam
- as it desires
- suca-apaham
- vanishing all disparity
- apasyan
- without seeing
- sahasa
- all of a sudden
- uttasthe
- got up
- vaiklavyat
- being perturbed
- durmanah
- having lost the desirable
- iva
- as it were.
The transcendental form of the Lord, as it is, satisfies the mind’s desire and at once erases all mental incongruities. Upon losing that form, I suddenly got up, being perturbed, as is usual when one loses that which is desirable.