अस्यापि देव वपुषो मदनुग्रहस्य स्वेच्छामयस्य न तु भूतमयस्य कोऽपि । नेशे महि त्ववसितुं मनसान्तरेण साक्षात्तवैव किमुतात्मसुखानुभूते: ॥ २ ॥
asyāpi deva vapuṣo mad-anugrahasya svecchā-mayasya na tu bhūta-mayasya ko ’pi neśe mahi tv avasituṁ manasāntareṇa sākṣāt tavaiva kim utātma-sukhānubhūteḥ
- asya
- of this
- api
- even
- deva
- O Lord
- vapuṣaḥ
- the body
- mat-anugrahasya
- which has shown mercy to me
- sva-icchā-mayasya
- which appears in response to the desires of Your pure devotees
- na
- not
- tu
- on the other hand
- bhūta-mayasya
- a product of matter
- kaḥ
- Brahmā
- api
- even
- na īśe
- I am not able
- mahi
- the potency
- tu
- indeed
- avasitum
- to estimate
- manasā
- with my mind
- antareṇa
- which is controlled and withdrawn
- sākṣāt
- directly
- tava
- Your
- eva
- indeed
- kim uta
- what to speak
- ātma
- within Yourself
- sukha
- of happiness
- anubhūteḥ
- of Your experience
My dear Lord, neither I nor anyone else can estimate the potency of this transcendental body of Yours, which has shown such mercy to me and which appears just to fulfill the desires of Your pure devotees. Although my mind is completely withdrawn from material affairs, I cannot understand Your personal form. How, then, could I possibly understand the happiness You experience within Yourself?